Senseless

I got the news yesterday,
Woke up to utter heartache.
You got taken, too,
Was I just built to break?

I searched for months,
Wonderd where you were.
Now I know the truth,
Is it supposed to be fair?

My world doesn't make sense,
Doesn't make sense anymore.
I'm almost completely numb,
Knees imprinted to the floor.

I don't get it,
I honestly don't understand.
How did it happen?
Did anybody hold your hand?

I never got to say goodbye,
Or tell you how I feel.
I'm at that inbetween part,
Can't fathom that it's real.

Do I have a death complex?
Where everyone leaves me behind.
I can't think anymore,
Bitterness, so unkind.

I'll see you when I get there,
Get there one day.
Can't promise when,
No, it's something I can't say.

So hold on wherever you may be,
For just a little while.
One day I will reach you,
And again meet your smile.

08/15/12