Sinking In

I can feel it now,
Now more than ever.
Missing you, the pain,
Can only fall together.

How it feels inside,
I can't actually say.
Won't let myself acknowledge it,
I'm pushing it away.

I can't bare to feel it,
It just hurts too much.
Tears start streaming,
As I begin to lose touch.

Need to see your face,
Miss your warmth, your hands.
Long to change so many things,
Things I don't understand.

My world stopped making sense,
The moment you went away.
You let go, whispered goodbye,
Words I didn't get to say.

I cry myself to sleep,
So many, many nights.
Still feel unbelievably lonely,
Need you to hold tight.

You were my world, my everything,
Left this cold, empty space.
A hole I cannot fill,
You were my saving grace.

I'll never find home,
For as long as you're gone.
Because you were my hiding place,
And with you, I belong.

09/10/12