Let Me Go

My soul screams out for something more.
Even when I am with you all, I feel all alone.
It is like my heart won't stop bleeding.
Will someone be there if I fall?
My blue eyes are growing darker by the second.
Painful memories are tearing me apart.
My nightmares are becoming reality.
Am I going crazy?

I want to be happy but I don't know what happy is anymore.
How can you know me when I don't even know myself.
I have stopped being who I once was.
Why have I stopped caring, why have I become so cold?
Let me go, I just need to get away.

Go ahead and judge me.
Tell me, who are you to speak?
You were supposed to be my friend.
I can't believe I ever stuck up for you.
You stabbed me before I could even turn my back.
Everytime you see me you still put on an act.
I don't know you, I guess I never really did.

I trusted you, but I will never be able to do that again.
You thought you could lie to me even when I knew the truth.
I am not going to be who you thought I was.
I don't care, you screwed up.
Let me go, I just need to get away.

Stop telling me that you love me.
Why did you say those things you said.
I wont believe your lies anymore.
I have closed the door so back off.
You can't control me forever.
Just wait until I get out on my own.
I will show you, I will be better than you all.

I loved you, but you showed me hate.
You tried to help me but all you gave me was pain.
I am better than you think I am.
Don't try to stop me, I am getting out of here.
Let me go, I just need to get away.