This is crazy. Like really really good and different for a sad poem. You would never think of bullets and depression as happy but you did and how what a way to word this. I love how you say rainbows are your tears but they are colour. Pain escapes and it shows how much you hurt in the way you write. Amazing. Your heart is unstable yes. I think that is true for each time you are hurt. If you fall off the wall so to speak you will get hurt yes. This poem truly has beautiful imagerythough and very unique wording. I liked it a lot though. Xx