Disappointment

Happiness is just not meant for some of us .. it's temporary,
whenever we get it it means that a huge and painful disappointment is coming afterward.

Letting someone in is not an option for some of us .. it's high expectations,
and with expectation comes disappointment.

We were never meant to be .. I knew that, I believed it and was living with it.
but with that tiny hope you gave me I start building.

I built a dream, and I was whiling to break walls .. you blew it away,
you reminded me that my tiny dream of hope was built on the sand ..

I can only admit to my self that I love you .. I loved you,
and whoever comes to my life won't stand a chance, won't be you and won't feel like YOU ..