My World, My Mind (self expression)

My world is beautiful..
So beautiful that I get lost in it.
I don't know what's reality anymore..
But there are windows..
Tinted windows..
In which I see my shadow!!
And through the windows..
I see reality..
What I would give to stay away from what's on the side..
However I am in denial from what's real and what isn't.
I'd rather stay on the side that's considered 'my world', not theirs.
I hear an echo of my tears coming from the darkness, from reality. All that is unreal, my dreams, my fantasies, everything I want is here with me..
Although I know it is only mine and feel insanity while in it..
I prefer to be this way than to deal with the unrealistic morals of a realistic world.
And to suffer from it.
Either way..
Either world..
I will lose my mind..
I will break..
I will fall..
So why not do it in my world, so I have the chance of smiling before the end comes..

Written by Lakeisha Roberts
August 12TH, 2013