You take a deep breath and smell my hair and neck.
I ask you:why?
You say: I want to remember your scent...
And I'm quiet. With tears rolling down the same cheeks you are kissing...
I want to tell you: Keep breathing and kissing me, I want you to take my soul with your breath, because I don't want to feel pain when you leave.
You hold me tight.
I ask you: why?
-Because I want to remember how you feel in my arms.
I'm thinking: please take my whole soul with you. I don't want to miss your closeness when you're gone. I don't want to regret pushing you away.
I feel your tears rolling down my cheeks...
I think to myself: please forgive me for what I'm about to do..
My heart is breaking too and I wish I can just stay in this moment forever. I wish we could die in this moment.
Together.
