Why

It was never right
even before our first snuggle there was a fight
and since then our relationship has not seen any friendly light

i was not the heart
you wanted from the start
now you've taking mine and are ripping it apart

if you could only see this is no longer what I want to be
I have got all my feelings confused
I am tired of hiding the jealousy
that your always deliberately creating in front of me
letting my heart be abused
by the way you portray I am being used
my heart becomes refused
and that pain just keeps you amused
yet I am the one accused for all the reasons my heart is bruised

I should have been able to foresee
that your using me because your flaunty
now that I am not bleary
my mind may be able to think clearly

its whats not said that speaks the loudest
the lies that keep me the blindest
the secrets that keep my love the thinnest
and the facades of love so you get what you want are the cruelest

our love should never have gone the furthest
because the memories cut into my heart the deepest
so why do you continue this all the time
even though my feelings are all written down on these depressing rhymes?