Understand.

When will this stop bothering me?
My mind won't stop thinking.
My heart won't stop aching.

I don't understand.
I don't think I ever will.
See, there goes that thinking again.

Questions unanswered.
But I don't want to be a bother.

I'm just an amazing person who will always be a
friend.

All of this written on my microbiology notes,
And I don't understand any of this either.

It's like I'm a single stranded RNA who wants to be a double helix, wrapped around you, becoming DNA.

Lets put our valence electrons together and form a chemical bond.

I used my notes for those analogies because I still don't understand.
And once again I probably never will.

I just want to be attached to your host.
Does that make sense?

Still don't understand.