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by Erin Oct 6, 2013 category : Love, romance / lost love
Filming girls. Thats what he did. Scared to face reality because he didn't know what was his. A man I dated for six years I'm trying to figure out what both brought us both here. He always put himself out there to be dedicated and strong. But over time I grew to believe that was wrong. I had a lot of family trouble growing up. I always felt like I was born with bad luck. He always was an escape a get away to my crazy life. Talked about one day him making me his wife. I had many opportunities to go in many different paths. But I chose to stay because I thought it was going to last. Filming girls that's what he did. Scared to face reality because he didn't know what was his. As years went by I knew we were growing apart. Time was taking up filming in the grocery with a cart. Young, old, fat, skinny, short tall. Man this guy loved any women he wanted to film it all. He didn't cheat he did't touch."Looking" to him was not all that much. Filming girls that's what he did. Scared to face reality because he didn't know what was his. I found films and I watched them all. Anger grew inside and I began to fall. I couldn't take the feeling let alone know how to act. I felt as though my feelings, and emotions were under attack. Who to talk to about this strange event that took place. I wanted to take it all back and it be erased. Filming girls that's what he did. Scared to face reality because he didn't know what was his. Took him back again and again. It was all a game make believe; pretend. Couldn't go out without feeling some way. Didn't know what else to say. I had faith in something I knew would end. But I had these high hopes it was something that could mend. Filming girls that's what he did. Scared to face reality because he didn't know what was his.