How

I feel so alone, alone in space to roam forever.
So alone I have accept my never.
Getting stab in the heart by the one I love, and getting stab in the back by the one I trust.
They do it together and left me for dead.
How am I not to hate anyone after the aftermath?
How am I not suppose to keep feeling pain, when the wound still feels so fresh.
The hatred in my heart, but the tears continue to roll down my eyes.
How am I not suppose to be emotional after something like this??
I've never felt so alone, without her, without my friends, I'm an outcast, I didn't belong with her, nor do I feel I belong with my friends.