I believe this is your best poem by far. The feelings of love and sadness are there for sure. I hate doubt so much. When you are in love fully there might always be doubt here. I as the reader can say that this person never loved you and they walked out of your life. O hate when people say they love each other when they don't really mean it. Ugh. Broken hearts never heal quickly and I am sorry If this is based on reality. I loved the poem overall though. You got your feelings out and I think you said everything you wanted to say.

Love it...<3