It's a realm of constant uncertainty.
Constant confusion
Constant suffering
Constant dreaming
Constant emptiness
The touch of your skin against mine..
(With something as simple as passing a lighter)
Gives me goosebumps and
Awakens a whole set of fantasies that are unreal
When you look at me
(With simply a normal conversation or to mind your surrounding)
Drives me insane and sends jolts of electric shocks through my entire body
A smile
(With simply a laugh because of something funny)
Kills my entire nervous system and makes me unaware of any control I have in my knees to keep me standing..
This is just three little things that you do me unintentionally..
Imagine what else goes through my heart, body and soul..
With just the pronunciation of your name, the sound of your voice, or your presence.
But
You will never want me
And therefore
I will never have what I want
