Beacause people will always make fun of you
No matter what you do
How hard you try
You're never going to be good enough in their eyes
All your life you wasted
Trying to be what they want to see
But its like harder you tried
Lower you went in your own eyes
You questioned God and his heavenly ways
You even thought of suicide
But have you ever thought how good it will be
If you just become contended with what you are and with it just be satisfied
One day you will realize that opinions of others are secondary things
You dont really have to care about them
The only person whose opinion should matter to you is You, yourself
And atleast for this moment just be what you want to be and live for yourself