Devotion

I was devoted to someone i believed in with my whole heart.
But life got hard, i forgot, and slowly it was i who drifted apart.

I forgot how to love, how to feel the truth.
But my hurt it had a deep wound,
I couldnt feel or remember my youth

But i trusted that you would take me under your wing.
I was devoted, not knowing a thing.

I cried, i cried so much that my heart
Would pull apart all the seams.
My world fell dark and i couldnt see my dreams.

I was so devoted, to someone i knew nothing about.
I used to believe but recently i doubt.

It hurts me inside, to not understand
Why my soul feels so ugly, so sick.
Was my devotion for nothing? Was it all a trick?

Day in and day out i try to find the truth about where i began to fade.
Wishing i could re start my feelings,
I wish these emotions i could trade.

But i constantly pray that one day i will feel whole.
One day i hope i can understand
The spiritual role.