I sit here all the time
It never completely shuts down
The voices always ringing
Even when no one is around
Darkness entered long ago
The depression will never cease
Abandoned to wonder what's left
Searching for some kind of release
Self-harm is to noticeable
Starvation takes way to long
Medication no longer helps
And talking just turns out wrong
The thoughts float around
Looking for a place to stay
My heart wants to object
But after a while it just gave-away
It no longer sees a point
And the tears start to descend
I'm so broken and missing pieces
There is no way to ever mend
My body has become a coffin
The voices start to scream and shout
I can no longer keep it together
I have to let them out
Always alone, yet never alone
How has this become my fate
Don't come tonight to try to save me
For that you are much too late
I can't continue on like this
I only need one to end the pain
Bring it up to my chin, find the release
Smile, as I put a bullet in my brain.
