The Times I Died and Died Again, The Murder and Revivers

Forever and a day
That is what we promised
The goal we set
Or at least I did
And I remember the day I said goodbye
Because lately all I did was cry
Because again and again you walked away
Left me like I didn't mean a thing
And you have no idea
How much it tore me up inside
To watch you leave
Remember when you asked
Me to forgive you please
Just before another one of your disappearing acts
Vanishing into thin air without a word
It tore me up
I still have the scars
But you know what
You haven't won
You haven't destroyed me
I know it hurt when I said goodbye
You fought me on it
Made me feel like I was nothing
Like how could I leave?
After all the times I promised I would never give up
But this is how
You liked to me again and again
You made promises you had no intention of keeping
And you cheated without a heart
And you know how I got by it
Stopped wanting to end my life without you
You want to know how I got through it
Still living and well instated
I met someone
Who wouldn't leave when he didn't get his own way
Who respected me
And has been true to me
So go on and ask how I became happy again
Got back the happiness you took from me
S-K-Y-L-E-R

Ps: Anyone who knew me through that online relationship under a year ago knows who he is and how it affected me, I was a mess and had my heart ripped out, thank you for being here for me Kelwin, Austin, Kate and so on and thank you Skyler for helping pull me out of it :) and thank you God for blessing me all the way and supporting me when I wanted to give up :)