The start again is very beautiful. Again sad. But I am not sure what you do because I feel the same way. I like what you say though. you want to see your sky and world as blue but your past and hurt make it gray. I love the questions you asked in the first two stanzas here. I think you are questioning why the world or even this person has hurt you. I like the vague wording you used at the start. What is the truth you are hiding? The world is always changing as well. When your life changes for the good or bad it's hard to deal with. I think when you are hurt when you are younger it doesn't make sense at all. Through the first three stanzas I love the build up you have done and it makesme excited to read on.

It's hard to believe anything when all your life you are hurt. I like the hole though because it seems you are saying you fell into rock bottom per-say. I think again a lot of people can connect to this. I like the fifth stanza because you don't know what true happiness is anymore. That's why you say you don't know or care what colour your or the sky is anymore. I liked the last stanza and one line. They both tie into the poem very well. When life changes you have to chane with it I think. Though it is hard. Yes but I think if you try and stay positive and have good support you will heal. Anyway great write as usual :)