Honestly, I got the shivers while reading this! So sorry you had to go through this and see Connor at the hospital... that would definitely be one of the most terrifying moments. The opening was so touching because it affected you that deeply.... he is a part of you forever. I'm glad/relieved he is okay and will keep you both in my prayers! God is without a doubt watching over and just know Connor is blessed to have you. That feeling of helplessness would be overwhelming I'm sure... but to realize how much love he will and has received is tremendous.

Beautiful emotion in this.