My life without you would be dark and incomplete, so many years of memories would be gone, my mind would just snap and make me insane. My world isn't complete without you, my best friend, my hero, the one I look up to. The thought of you gone just tears me apart, it's getting hard to breathe, it's getting darker, my world has gone from light to dark. Don't know what to do, don't know how to act, all I can do is crack. I'm losing it, the room is starting to spin then I go black. Wanting to scream, wanting to cry, wanting the suffering to end. It's not fair to you to keep you here, but it's not fair to me to lose you. I'll miss your phone calls, and your laugh and your jokes, your hugs and your wise advice, but your suffering isn't worth it. I want you at peace, I want you happy and painless, it may kill me inside but don't want you to hide the pain, tough decision to make. Guess I'll just lose it, the grand jury lock me away, a menace to myself and others, locked in a cage for the rest of time. My destiny from the beginning. We can be crazy together.
