I'm already view the world as a corrupt place
Being the age I am
That isn't common.
I should see the beauty in the sunshine
The way its rays brings us life
Its simplicity.
But instead...
I see the destruction we have done
I notice the broken and shattered parts of each persons' soul
I can't even look around without seeing something wrong in society.
Being 15
I'd be told that I'm too young to feel so hateful towards this life, this world, this place I exist in
But age is not maturity
Experience is.
If someone went in my mind
& saw every single thing I've seen
They'd get chills straight up their spine
Their stomach would feel queasy
& their thoughts would change.
I never meant to become so cynical
Never meant for my thoughts to become filled with uneasiness and distrust.
But when you place a person in situations
Where they see the inner flaws of everything that's unquestionable
They start to wonder
Is this really what we believe in?
I want to wake up one day
Sure that I can trust someone again
That I can believe in the whispers of the wind
The easy feeling to get lost in
Yet so hard to understand.
I hate waking up
Hating this world
Because of the things done to me
The past that I can never change
Plaguing my life with a certain unhappiness.
