Only So Much I Can Handle

Can you see the walls crumbling,
Hear the shrill screams
Escaping my bloody lips
As I twist the knife in my stomach?
Can you see the horror
In my eyes as I watch
All of it slip away
With a single stab,
My mental suicide going unnoticed.
Do you feel my icy breath
Upon your warm neck
In one last intimate embrace;
My tears flow smoothly.
My heart breaks once more
As I let it drop from my
Shaking hands; my love
Bleeding into hers.
Watch me as I die
Due to my own hand;
In this life,
There is only so much I can handle,
And I am past my limit.