Intoxicating

I could feel my breath speeding while my heart began to weaken. It was that moment when i could feel my world begin sinking. My ears filled with air as they began bursting. These drugs are in my head and i can hear them conversing. I'm drunken by the air rushing down into my lunges. Tell me my lies have a truth, I'm begging to say it. This taste in my mouth is dry and familiar. I've be come high from my life and a portion of you. But this feeling is more than illegal, it's the thing i crave the most. Some would even kill for it, i would rather wait. Ill feel the drift with in a moment and watch me change my way. I think Ive taken more from these moments than i probably should. I just enjoy the taste of liberation more than i do the complication. I'm just infected with the nature and addicted to the illusions.