I loved how you described what bad memories do to your thoughts. The details here are very vivid. I agree your heart does want to give in to the sadness memories hold. It's very hard to over come what we cannot go back amd change. I think any simple thing can cause us to remember something we don't want to which is why I like the dorment line. Overall this is a very beautiful acrostic hun as you do well to stick to the one topic. I feel like also this could be based on a lot of peoples lives. Well done.