You're gone
& it's for good
I couldn't give anymore
With you giving no effort.
I remember
There was a time
When you truly cared about me
When you wanted me to be happy
But that time has passed by us so fast
& now I'm only a person to you.
I used to believe you
When you said it'd be forever
But nothing lasts forever
& I saw you drifting away.
I'm not going to say
That I wish you would've stayed
Because I don't
This is what's best.
You hurt me
Emotionally...
How could I let you in
For a second time?
When all you ended up doing
Was proving to me
You were not worth a second chance.
I'm going to miss who you used to be
And what we were
But I won't miss this person you've become
Someone so ignorant
So confused.
Your life may be all high and mighty
Like nothing could break it
But something will happen
& I will NOT be there
Ever again
I am not your plan B
I never will be.
I hope one day
You clean up how you act
Because I don't understand how anyone
Could deal with someone like you
Because I tried my hardest for 2 years
To love you for all that you were
& the second you got bored
You left.
The only reason you stayed this long
Was because you thought I would go crazy
Which is absurd
Because I've lived without you once
I can live without you again.
As you used to listen to
"Goodbye my almost lover"
I do not wish happy things for you at this moment
But I will never be yours
I'm okay with that
Actually.
