Truly lost love..

I don't know what to do,
I can't live without you,
In the beginning it was great,
Now it feels like hate.
We've done so much, and said so much,
But still, it's not enough.
I knew we were never together,
As gf and bf,
But we explored each others feelings,
And the things we've done,
You will never do with anyone.

You wanted to see what I will say, how I would react,
I don't know if it's a fact, but you told me about your powers,
The biggest secrete thing you ever told me.
I find it hard to believe, because its just me, but I trust.
And I thought with that, we could be together at last.

But yet again I was wrong,
Not that long ago you told me you've found another one,
She was from a different school, and I felt like a fool.
No matter how hard I try and try and try,
I doubt you'll ever feel alive as I am with you.
I don't know what to do, should I just let go of you?
But it will be hard to do, since I am truly in love with you....