I could remember the feeling
The feeling of pain shooting through my body
This was not loves fault, but my own
I had failed to see this possibility
I wanted to feel it all for you, with you
Instead i had felt alone
I wanted to be by your side through it all
Instead i had to face it all on my own
Left with nothing but the memories and your faint fragrance
I had built myself around my rules of engagement
But every rule i had broken with just one conversation
Risking it all just for you to love me
To feel as if my feelings where mutual
Only to find out i was always alone
Looking at you hurt
This feeling now all to familiar
