The Time I Have Left

Here I am.
Trying to conquer my own fears.
Having my sadness being near.
Watching my friends all leave me.
All excited to get there degree.
Their laughter pulls me apart.
Classes for us are about to start.
Why are you all ignoring me?
I guess things aren't what they seem to be.
What am I going to do without you?
My heart is too bruised and blue.
Joyful eyes, beautiful laughter.
I won't be able to see you until after.
Tearful eyes, buckling knees.
in the soft, tender, cold breeze.
A scream comes out in my mind.
Forgetting my happy memories that I now left behind.
Someone went and committed theft.
And stole the time I have left.
How can I survive my miserable life?
The thought had cut my like a knife.
I guess the only thing left to do.
Is spend some more time with you.
With the time I have left.
Here I am.