Incomplete fate

You gave me a new smell in my life
like a smell after the rain
every minute,
new petals were blooming
but I didn't realize,
life is the way of surprise
and no one can stop it,
because everything had turned empty
yes, still your goodbye was a little surprising.

Without you
three years passed me
or have I wasted my three years?
but it looks like a decade

I don't' know the end
it may be an another decade
this pain telling me every night
life is not between the birth to death
we have to loose many things

I think
so many hidden black days
awaiting for me
like your goodbye....