I have been laying here a while now thinking,
About what the years would be like if I hadn't gone through with it.
But it's all right for me to ponder upon it
Because it's not for you OK?
Just try to mind your own business and let me think.
It's not like I decided to throw it all away for nothing.
No.
It had a reason, trust me.
There really was one.
But I just told you to leave it, so stop pestering me about everything.
And let me think.
Like I said; I've been here for quite a while now and I'm still thinking.
I can't really remember what for though.
Damn it.
Look what you did now.
You just ruined everything so you might as well go away.
No, I take that back.
I want you to stay.
I just can't remember what I was thinking about.
