I wonder how you'd feel if I packed my things while you slept,
Told our dog that I loved him and that I'll always remember
The joy he brought when you left me with pain
Without a second glance; I wonder if you'd care.
I wonder if you'd ever realize that the pain shooting up my arm
Regularly and the healing cuts are because of you;
Then I laugh at myself because I know you don't give a damn
And wouldn't care if I ended it all just to escape you,
But I know I'd never let that happen,
Too many smiles have been brought from the one you disapprove of,
One that makes the deepest abyss, one you carved, no longer ache;
One who's love has made it easier to live.
But again, I sit and wonder as I stare into the blackness
Covering my eyes; I ask the nothingness if you even care
That as soon as I am able, I will leave and in my depart,
I wonder if you even understand that you lost the love of your only daughter.
