I'm worried that one won't see in me what is there,
a deer always on the brink of being caught by
high beams yet managing to scatter back to
wilderness.

^^ this is incredible. Loved the detail here, loved how you used this image as metaphor to describe someone finding you, but not colliding with you, someone swerving out of the way so they don't get to know the real you. I think this stanza can be taken very deeply.

I loved this whole piece. The contemplating, I have so many poems, like this.

Though I have had first dates, two serious relationships, I took a year off. Now longer, still not dating and I am back to contemplating these very things all over again,

All I do is tell myself to be kind to others, to be sociable, get involved in things, be myself and God will bring me someone when I least expect it.

Same goes for you. Don't waste a lot of time and sleepless Night questioning boys and what not, when someone is truly interested you'll know and he'll try his best to get to know you.

Loved this.