That day, I just knew that it would be the last time I'd ever see you, be able to hold your hand, kiss you, and be able to call you mine. I still remember how I never want to let loose of your hands that day, how I never wanted to stop looking at you despite the tears falling from my eyes and how I wished to just be able to hug you endlessly. It broke my heart because I knew it was the end of our story and I couldn't do anything about it. As I see you turn away while I was riding the cab, the tears in my eyes can't stop falling..it was my biggest fear coming to reality..you were to leave and that's all there is to it..i wouldn't be able to embrace you anymore and keep you in my loving arms forever. That moment when I saw you leave was the most heartbreaking event of my life, those seconds felt like a movie being slowed down and how I wish I could rewind that moment, got out of the taxi, hugged you and told you how much I never loved anyone as much as I love you, don't leave.. maybe that would have changed your mind. The sudden rush of memories of us kept flashing before my very eyes knowing that it will be the only thing I'll have left of you. Goodbye--a word we never said but was felt in the instant you said"take care of yourself now". How could a man get a hold of my heart this much when I knew this wouldn't last? When I know for a fact that his love was never mine, that his kisses, his warm embrace and tender touches were meant for his partner who was waiting for him to return. I was just the distraction, the ever hopeless romantic woman who fell in love with a committed man. Anyhow, I just want you to know that you are still the love of my life and thoughts of you still linger in my head each passing day. Was I fool to believe that you have loved me? Maybe I was but loving you was the sweetest mistake I have ever done in my life. You were the world to me.
