I've always been an indoor cat
Spending most of my time in my home
Occupying myself as I have no one else
And then one day I met you guys
Well I've known you all for a while but I haven't hung out with you before
You're all amazing people in your own way
C M T W
C
I've known you for years
We've been best friends since year 4
And I love you
You've always been there for me
Even if I talk too much
And go on and on about the same topic
You're always there to listen to me and help me the best you can
We've never had an argument
And it feels good to know that I haven't argued with at least one of my friends
M
You're a d--k at times
But you're hilarious
We're quite close
And I've trusted you with a few of my secrets
This not being one of them
You've also revealed things to me too that no one else knows
I'm able to understand what you try to say sometimes just by looking at you and it makes me feel... Well special really
You've tried to mind f--k me for weeks now
But I know your game so it won't work
...Well it may have a little bit
And that's why I'm angry at you right now
Because this is your fault
And you won't give me a straight answer why
T
God you're such a freak
We could go on and on about anime and video games for hours
You know when I'm upset and know straight away what it's about
You're also pretty funny yourself at times
When you cracked your head open at my house it scared the s--t outta me
Although you were perfectly fine
It worried me
I can be such a worrywart sometimes
W
Well what can I say about you?
You're annoying
You kill every joke we've ever had
But it's just not the same without you being here
Sure we've had our disagreements
Like how can you hate Queen and Metallica?
And I started a bet on who would punch you in the face first...
Technically that is still going on
But I miss you
And I'm sure there will always be a small space in my heart for you
And now the reason why I'm writing this
Apparently someone
M
Is disbanding our group
And I don't want that to happen
I finally feel like I've found people I can act myself around
And you're taking it all away from me
I'm being selfish but that's in my nature
I don't want to go back to feeling lonely
Not like how I've been for most of my life
And now I feel like I'm going to back track
Become my house cat self again
I like being an outdoor cat now
I can't count the times I've dropped everything to come out and be with you guys
Or given advice
Or lent you money
I hate this
I feel broken now
I hope you know what this will do to me
