There's a fire that starts to boil my blood
adrenaline that keeps my body strong
A lock that forms around my heart
I look at u with a cold stare
Not letting u see any weakness
I clench my fist to keep from shaking
As a slight crack in my heart appears
I let the anger replace the hurt
I let the heat take over the pain
Make the tears freeze in my eyes
Not letting them drop
I let u in
and now I push u out and lock myself away
I block out the memeries
force them back
as I look at u kiss her
Hold her in ur arms
I go completely numb
And as if u knew I was there
watch u look up
and my eyes lock with urs
and for one second
a breif glance
I let the pain flash in my eyes
and u start to pull away and come twords me
But I don't want to hear the excuses
I don't want to hear the lies
And I'm to numb to care to even fight
I just turn and walk away
Not caring how many times u yell my name
I just walk away for the life u just throw away.
