Twilight slowly fades into a moonless night,
One without the security of the precious,
Luminescent white light
That once guided me from the veil between life and death.
I stand in a crowded room yet feel isolated
By my own self hate's cruelty;
I wonder whether or not I am worth their stares
Or if I am even worth the air I breathe.
My voice has been lost amongst the many screams
Echoing off the walls of my fatal attraction
To darkness' mansion; my blood boiling in tainted veins
As I stare through the doorway to another world.
I fall to my knees and burst into tears,
Asking the heavens what can I do
When my heart and mind lie shattered upon the ground,
Broken beyond the repair of hot glue.