Do you wanna know a secret
when i close my door
tears begin to stream down
as i slide onto the floor
the only way to help
is too let the red river flow
so i reach out for the blade
and slip it across the only happiness i know
i know i promised i wouldn't
i swore id leave the blade
but my memory dims
as my vision begins to fade
this will be the last time
because i pushed too far
and everything is becoming less apparent
as lights dim more and more
now you know my secret
in your hands my story you hold
of an abused little girl
in this world so cold