How do you just come out and say
I've been raped
Not physically but emotionally and mentally
Yes it's possible
It happened to me
Didnt think it will but it did
I told her no
Yet she insisted to keep trying
Feeling Deprived
No power
Just not myself
Kept telling her to stop
Im in love with Catherine
How could she?
Im already damage from this break up
She just ripped me from myself
Disrespecting my feelings I have for someone else
Ive been violated
Now all I can do is feel disgusted
How could she?
I want to wash myself
Letting the water touch my body
scrub until blood drips down
Her touch piercing my body
I just want it to go away
I dont want to be here
I need an escape so this feeling goes away
Ready to just leave this earth
I want to past away
Six feet under
no one can abuse me in any way
No more hurting
Hopefully in a better place
Depressed
Asking myself
How could she do this to me?
