Fighting With The Pain

Despair is in my soul
But I don't think it's permanent
I needed time to heal my wounds
So they do not open up again
This deep depression sinks into my heart
Coinsiding with my emotions
Making me numb
But for some reason my mind
Is okay with this feeling
and I'm not sure why
I hope that my voice reaches you
Just as my arms extend towards you
Don't let this sword you've pierced through my heart
Drip any more rubies from my skin
Because my eyes are becoming one
with these scarlet colors
Tell me there's a purpose for it all
For the lies and the fearful silence
You've left me stranded and surrounded me
In this ocean of pain and guilt
Say you have built a bridge now
For us to resume a new path together
Scream with passion to me that this pain and loneliness
Have no place here any longer
And that our love outweighs it all
I am deeply trying to tear down this barrier
That I have selfishly built between us
By fighting with the pain
So walk beside me once again my love
And help me paint a more beautiful world
For you and for me