Forgive me

I don't know why you lied I don't know why I cried over you i don't know why I died inside please forgive my heart for loving you too much forgive my mind for not forgetting you forgive me for caring too much i don't understand why my tears are still here I don't understand why after all these years I'm still broken I don't understand why all my fears have returned please forgive my heart for braking when you left please forgive my mind for always remembering you forgive me for not being able to stop the tears from falling why did you rip my heart in half why did you save me then knock me down harder why did you say you love me when you didn't mean it please forgive me for laying awake at night with you on my mind please forgive me for needing you at my dark times please forgive me for whatever I did