I need a reason to smile I need a reason to feel like everything is going to be okay. I need to feel like I'm not alone. Why is that when you are throwing the towel in there is no one there to pick it up and beat you with it because they believe in you.? Why is it so easy to say I'll be there whenever you need me and so easy to make excuses for why you can't be. I am hurting and I have been for a long time. I just can't shake this feeling.
