Still there?!?

How could she expect to get there? how could she see?
Doesn't she understand? There's nothing left in me.
I lied to her.
So how can it be?
why would she still cares for me?

Trying so desperately fighting so hard
I'm looking for a place to start
is it possible?
do you think i could really discover my heart?

You love me I know
But I hurt you so bad
So I understand if you let me go.

When I'm not holding your hand its hard to see
Cause without you I don't care what happens to me.

Lost here without a beat waiting for her to see.
Nothing to lose I don't know why.
But when it's you and me,
I feel my heart beat