Lonely in this world, i sit and look out the window
waiting for something to happen, tho hope dies more and more
So does everything that's left of me.
All this was gathering in me for so long, and now it's bursting all over the place
I myself was amazed how much has not been said
Flaws occupy a place in my heart,
removing all traces of goodness, i don't know who i am anymore
It was all in my head and nothing more
Infinity for me exists, but endless despair..
I'm guilty because i caused it
Mistakes of the past greet the present
and kneel before those that are yet to come
The future is not so far away, since it's not changing
What i should anticipate, i've lived for a couple of times
Fate's mocking me, no friends left
(This was written by my best friend, i translated it to english, she unfortunately don't have account for this website, i thought i should share it with you because its a really beautiful poem)