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by The Ninja Jan 20, 2014 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Why is this happening? I thought I was doing fine, But I guess it's all just flooding back Invading all corners of my mind Why do I put up with this? Why do they pretend they care? I know they wish they didn't Have to meet my empty stare It's pulling me back under, This thick, black grief, It floods my lungs and clouds my mind And fills me with disbelief I thought I'd put it behind me I thought I would be okay I was sure they would listen To what I had to say I'm so sick of smiling Sick of trying Can't they see That I'm still slowly dying? So this is what relapse means Sinking back into the pit Sadness crashing, fear thrashing I'm so angry I could spit They told me I'd get better
by paul moxon
I can relate to this