Is It wrong to stare blankly at a wall
Wondering how things got so bad.
Is it wrong to still love him
He who broke your heart
Is it wrong to blame everything on yourself.
Even if it had nothing to do with you.
Is it wrong to not get a call to explain
Explain why the pain is even there.
Is it wrong to still have hope...
Hope he still cares or even thinks about you.
Cause not a day goes by that I don't think about him.
Cry myself to sleep at night
Cry wondering what I did wrong
What I could have done differently
What could have been
What should have been
Pouring your heart and soul
Into the words on this page
And others like it
Wanting to heal
And never being able to heal
Wanting closer
Needing closer
Needing him
Never wanting to feel again
But always feeling
Finding all the shards of your heart.
But the piece he stole
Is still missing.
Always broken
And never Fixed...