I knew nothing about the world
I was shy and shaken
Everything changed
From what once was to a new
And just like that
Nothing was ever the same...
My face got hard
But soft skin, and shaky hands
They remained
I longed for freedom
But enjoyed my captivity
My mind wanted lust
But I was okay with just watching
My heart was fragile thing
Not like the ones drawn on paper
It was worse than paper thin lead
Vulnerable
To every damn thing...