I'm a joke without a punch line.
The build up before laughter.
But no one's laughing.
I'm not laughing.
Must be a sick joke.
I say all the right things.
But still, no punchline.
I'm too lazy to try or dumb. (undecided)
Funny right?
Here's one for you,
I let down those who are there for me.
Are you laughing yet?
How about this?
I feel no sympathy for others anymore.
I am completely undeserving.
I don't expect anyone to care for me.
I don't want them to.
I wish they didn't.
They're must be masochists.
The let down is inevitable.
