Dead To The World

I don't seem to understand
Why can't they see
I am here in pain
Please help me

My cries for help are never heard
This unhappy life I live is oh so sad
But people say, get over it
Its not all that bad

They claim to understand
But they have no clue
Walk in my shoes for one day
Then you'd say I'm glad I'm not you

I'm sick of fighting this
There's nothing worth fighting for
So I'm ready to end it all
And knock on deaths door

No one notices I'm alive
So ending it shouldn't matter
I'm taking the next step
And climbing Jacobs latter

The good book says
Self murder would get you into hell
I was already born there
So oh well

If there is a God
Save me from myself
Lord I need you
Christ please help

Put not your trust in man
They will fail you every time
Trust in the lord
Oh God divine

If this God loves me
Why does he alow me to hurt like this
The devil hate Gods children
Your pain for him is bliss

Dry eyes child
And save your soul in the name of the son
By his stripes we are healed
And we shall over come