The thing that stood out to me is using "gay" very rarely do I see it used as happy. Very unique and well done. I really enjoyed the way you started this. There was a tone of sadness here and using the knife proves that. But you added love to it as well when the person you love was there to hold your hand. Then after that you pour your heart out for this person. I again loved how you paid attention to the smallest detail that makes love special. The ending is nice too. Love took away all of the hurt you feel inside. I really enjoyed how the story enfolded. At the start you were cautious but by the end you fell more in love than you were before. Beautiful

Love is a beautiful thing and it feels good to know that special someone will stand by you.
Nice write