Angel :)

I brandish my knife and cut real deep,
Another night of restless sleep.
Blood gushing from fragile veins.
Mattress covered in deep red stains.

Crying tears of hate for me,
The girl I wish I could still be.
Trapped behind the hurt I feel,
Bleeding shows me I am real.

Open my eyes to see its pretend.
The hurt and pain have come to an end.
Open my eyes to find I am whole.
An angel has come to save my soul.

Looking in your eyes, a smile on my face.
Feelings reciprocated, my heart starts to race.
Wrapped up in your arms, is this true?
No more scars, cause now I have you.